well i have finally decided to settle down and write. i have had so many things running through my mind but now that I'm sitting here with the computer on my lap everything has gone away. its like something is in my mind sending me these thought and when i decide to write it plays tricks on me blocking every good thought and strong vocabulary.
you see everything has going swell today. school was just fine boring as usual but what can i say its school.
but yesterday was a mess well it started out with a good night hanging with ma and he boy toy then she headed of to work after pizza with us. (awe i love her)
then her bf headed off and i settled down in my lazy boy chair and did some writing. after awhile i got a few rude text messages from a strongly hated person in my instance.
now i have 4 stitches for 4 stupid words JUST GO CUT YOURSELF
what am i suppose to do know. except you back into my life. pretend that everything is ok and nothing ever happen. i have done that so many many times before and u see it only made things worse. you've said rude before but last night you took a low blow and attacked me but using my only weakness.
what am i to do when my only friend is slowly killing me. opening my skin letting the life sink out. its never deceived me and never seemed to not bring me joy. what do you do when the one thing you love is ripped from ur barrings.
