Wednesday, December 15, 2010

you dont need to face ur demons alone

so u see i have always struggled with my inner demons: depression, bipolar,panic attacks and anger issues.
there are so many things in the world that we struggle with but most of us don't pay attend to the little things. it almost seems that we avoid them so much that when we finally break down we attack the ones we love by using these little problems as a defence. yes i agree i have done this before but the best way to resolve this problem is to write your feeling down or simply tell someone about the way u feel towards those thing. yeah yeah some people probably say its stupid but its really not. we all need to be heard and we are all looking for people to listen. at school i have so many people who i trust not just students but teachers. if I'm ever having a hard day i know that Mr. s will always be there for me. i reached out to this amazing man and he took me under his arm and helped me with all my crazy bazaar problems weather it was the simply friend trouble or the huge struggle i have with eating. but what I'm trying to say is that i felt so much better after i talk to him just because i know he cares. hes the kind of person you need in your life. someone you can share your small problems to and someone who will do anything ton correct you. like he always say "if my friend came to me and said he was gonna kill himself i would tell the whole world." why u ask? because he is the kind of person who would much rather have his friend hate his guts than to watch him kill himself. this is what we all need in our life. just someone to lean on when where hurt and i promise u some of Ur problems will get better. not all of them will be solved but if u find someone like this i can promise u that you will never have to face them alone. i know i don't.

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